....

Tied, legs parted, I sit on the chair,

Hits me, whips me, kicks me,

Devil in there, that’s your share.

Light streaming in through a crack in the wall,

Dust dancing to the tune of my breath,

Captured, enslaved, a spirit unknown,

Sucked of verve, the complete soul.

Panting, puffing, drained of rest,

I stare at the shadow, the darkness within

Tears me, fears me, wears me,

Disciplines the imp for all its sin.

Blood, tears, roll down my cheeks,

Licks them between my legs, a beast unleashed.

Tremble, shudder in repugnance and pain,

Helpless, I sit there exposed all the same.

Shadows surround me, not just one anymore

Touch me, feel me, stroke me,

Treat me like a whore.

End of assault, the shadows disappear,

Abandoning a wounded, scarred spirit unknown,

Strangled, throttled, gagged, my body, my soul….

.....

There I stood under the dull yellows,

The dark grays lay beneath my feet…

There I stood all alone…

I was cursed to be…

Cursed of darkness,

No break of dawn for me,

Dead I was for them,

They were for me!?!!

There they stood under the bright yellow,

The light grays lay beneath their feet…

There they stood together…

They were meant to be…

Blessed of vision,

No fall of nights for them,

Dead they were for me,

I was for them!?!!